Tok Bijan Passed Away

Kitorg sampai penang last nite ard 830. Hubby’s Tok passed away peacefully ard 1noon on Sunday. Dapat call dr bapa kul 130. Masa tuh all 3 of us tgh tido. maklumla sunday afternoon kan…

Quickly packed-not to say very quick also cz lupa la nw kene pack for 3.Eryna’s here hehehe…
We depart from our hse to Gombak to pick up Abg Faizal-hubby’s brother ard 330. Sempat mkn kat McD bulatan Pahang…lapar bebeh belum lunch lg….Eryna at her best of health and behaviour…TQ darling!

Sampai penang then terus ke rumah arwah di Sg Pinang…ramai org ofkos…sedara mara and frenz…

Today Tok selamat dikebumikan kul11pg.

AlFatihah…moga roh Tok dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan org yang solehah.

Tomey, u gave us a fright!

Tiba2 pg semalam while I was preparing to go to work suhu badan Eryna 38.9c…wah panas betul tuh…panicking I text kakak tanya apa nk buat?bole ke lap bdn dia pepagi buta kul 6 ni…my sis reply and said ofkos bole so dgn pantasnye mumy ni capai towel kecik and sebekas air paip terus tanggalkan baju eryna dan lap bdn dia. menggeliat jugakla si kecik tu sbb sejuk but she was strong and holding on…

Lepas lap dia dah meragam n merengek so Mr Hubby buatkan susu, bagi dia minum and bagi makan ubat and bagi dia tido skali…so ard 700am all 3 of us atas katil tido sambil jagakan eryna…hubby pun tak sampai hati nk pegi keje sbb buah hati dia dmam…nowadays all eryna come first in his life…he really dotted her dotter nih…

bila eryna terjaga I cepat2 bg dia mandi untuk turunkan lg suhu badan dia. bila tengok the dots kat badan dia makin pecah and ader yg start mengering risau jugak nk mandikan dia takut dia pedih but luckily eryna tak nangis bila kene air…sengih lg ader…tp itula yang I tak tahan cz she’s still very small and she cant tell me kalo dia sakit or not. kesian sgt kat my little girl ni but mumy tau eryna budak baik…..

lunchtime i do notice she dont really want to be fed…asik minum susu jer…and taknak tido ptg..since off day so I asked mr hubby bwk keta I to servis cz las week we missed it. bila mr hubby balik i told him eryna taknak makan and minum ubat so he tried to fed her and she ate…aiyyoo takmo ngn mumy rupanye…takpela….

we didnt bring eryna to klinik cz las monday nite dah bwk so we jz cont with the ubat. lega rasa bila suhu bdn eryna back to normal tghari tuh..

From Polkadot to Cleopatra Leopard

I dont know how we get the names above but polkadot was given by Mr Hubby to our beloved princess yang sekarang having her 1st chicken pox. Hem kitorg tak tau pun she will be having that because she didnt show any fever at all except one watery dot under her chin.

So Monday morning the nanny text me telling taht there’s dots here and there at her body. Me quite panicked la jugak wanted to straight away go back and saw her tp nanny cakap tunggu till petang before can see whether it is chix pox. Pas keje bila pick up Eryna, tgk she was fine. Tp the dots tu mmg ader la. Balik rumah kol mama tanya mcmana but since the dots dah start ader kat kaki so mama ckp bwkla g Klinik. So kat klinik dr tanya whether dia ader demam ke tak cz normally mest high fever for 1-2days baru naik dots. But eryna was different. tak demam tp ader dots.

Tuesday I took off day semata nak jaga dia. I dont want to miss all this things that happen to her. even her nanny cakap bole jaga but i insist. she’s my daughter anw. pagi tu dia meragam. i plak bz texting my good fren Lin tanya dia mcmana nak buat baby yg kene chix pox ni. after mandikan dia and fed her, she fall asleep. I did gave her air kelapa. half and hour after that dia bangun then main2 dulu pastu tetido balik. I pun skali la tido ngn dia. 12noon kitorg bangun and dots dah banyak kuar. Eryna was such a good girl. Tak menangis sgt but me worried cz dunno dia sakit or not. By evening the dots are everywhere. Thats when mr Hubby balik and called her ‘Harimau bintang daddy’. me and Mr Hubby argued sbb me missed bagi dia ubat that morning since dah bg dia air kelapa so kene tunggu few hours br bole bg ubat if not it will neutralize the ubat according to my good fren Lin.. thats why i bagi ubat on 12noon when she wokes up but hubby tak setuju. ubat must comes first. sigh.

Las nite she seems to have sleepless nite and slight fever. This morning her dots become more and more. Sedih tengok dia. She still very young baru 6mths tp dah kene chix pox. massive chix pox. send her to nanny this morning. hopefully she will be okay soon. miss her out loud voice. seharian semalam dia tak menjerit.

Tok Bijan Still In ICU

Semasa entry ni ditulis, hubby’s tok still in ICU of LAM WAH EE Hosp in Penang. She had multiple stroke and could have brain damaged due to her heart stop few days ago. We arrived Penang petang jumaat ard 730pm and terus rushed to hosp to visit. Met many of hubby’s family and relatives there even some I belum pernah jumpa since our marriage last 3 years ago.

Eryna was of course at her very best behaviour!tq tomey mummy and daddy…even she had little flu but she was the best baby in the world! Hubby’s brother- abg faizal n kak melly sampai penang 1 a.m on saturday with their daughter n son.

On that day saturday ada kenduri tahlil on abg brahim side-hubby brother in law. so we went to abg brahim’s mak hse for lunch. Immediately after that all of us terus ke hospital to see Tok. I masuk dlm ICU dgn Diana. Only 2 person at a time. Tok was really not in her best condition. She did opened her eyes when Diana called her but for a while only. we stayed there till late evening then only we went back home.

Yesterday, Sunday me and hubby drove back to KL around 1130am and reached at 330pm. Ada sedikit makan2 kat umah mama sempena harijadi Amin Hilman-our nephew on 15th and abah on 16th and Kak Siti on 22nd of Januari. All January babies were there. We had cake cutting-New York Cheese Cake and spagethi cooked by kakak and abg Lan.
After maghrib me and hubby left mama’s place. Kul 9pm me dah atas katil with eryna. Penatnye!!!

Tok Bijan In ICU

I received sms from hubby tis afternoon that his grandmother-tok bijan belah bapa is now in ICU because of heart attack. Apparently she’s now unconcious and rely on the life machine.

Unfortunately, hubby punya boss unable to release him to go back because they have maybe meeting yang tersangat lah penting esok..
so kene la tunggu hubby abis meeting esok then only we will go back Penang…seb baik tak jadi kat boss I…kalau tak, mahu menjerit tak dapat balik.

If anything happen we will go back tonite…

Dara (khusus untuk Maryam ) yang cantik

Itulah makna kepada nama Azra Eryna. Azra means Dara yang digunakan untuk Maryam ibu Nabi Musa (mummy choose), Eryna means yang cantik (Daddy nak jugak nama yang dia pilih).

Mulanya i tot want to name my lil one as simple as i can…(Azra) but Mr Hubby kata unfair cz he didnt get to name her. So jadila Azra Eryna. At last tak panggil pun Azra but kdg2 kitorg panggil dia eryna or eyeena or coco or tomey…hehehe….

Now eryna ader 2 favourite buddy- Bobby and Betty Moo.
Bobby is a small soft toy cat figure yang ader loceng dlm perutnye.. kling kling kling…got it from mothercare
while Betty moo is her new soft toy dr my mum in laws…a wonderful colourful (merah, biru, ijau, kuning, oren) small cow. yang tak best nye semua soft toy tuh penuh dgn eryna nye saliva…suka sgt gigit…entah2 eryna mummy ni nak tumbuh gigi dah kot…

Eryna dah pandai meniarap…soon she will start crawling, pastu duduk and berjalan…tak sabar nak tunggu semua tuh. penat sudah semestinya tp itula lumrah anak kan…now me still learning hal jaga anak.thanks to my dear good fren- icha, ghozie, coleen, lin and tak lupa my beloved sister and my kazen kak mumtaz yg bnyk tlg bgtau hal anak itu ini begitu begini. thx uols!

teringat ms eryna mula2 kene eczema habis satu muka n kepala naik ruam n bintik2 merah but eryna skit pun tak meragam tp mummy dia lak yg nangis terhover skit…cuakla kan tgk anak mcm tu…icha bgtau benda tu akan ilang as she grow up. on n off still akan ader so kene jg pemakanan n susu ( dah tukar soya base now) n takleh berpeluh2. daddy bila nk pasang ekon?

eryna 1st gelak sempat di rakam dlm hp. seronok kitorg laki bini dgr dia gelak mengekek. eryna 1st meniarap was when she is 4th mths. ms tu pg kitorg tgh siap nk g ofis and there she was atas katil meniarap sorg2 tanpa pertolongan sesapa..bravo tomey!eryna 1st mandi pool was las weekend in PD. bro in laws amik banglo under petronas so we, in laws, bro in laws sefamili, 2 hubby nye anty sefamili turun PD and we had our fun time. seronok tgk eryna dlm pelampung dgn daddy mandi pool but hubby tak bagi dia mandi lelama cz takut demam lak since ini 1st time.mula2 mummy n daddy yg bijak ni nk bwk dia mandi laut tp kene larang ngn mum in laws…hehehe tomey mummy kecik ag aa…
eryna 1st jalan malam was a mth after raya las yr ms kitorg nk balik kuantan to attend kazen wedding. since hiway jam near damansara we- mummy daddy eryna and anty farahanum stopover makan dekat mcd and eryna muntah susu twice. kene la tukar baju dia dr yg cntik dgn jeans (jeans hadiah dr farah in jeddah-biras icha. thx farah!) ke pyjamas je.

well mummy n daddy waiting for more eryna’s 1st in her life.

p/s: now takleh upload pic from ofis so dgr ceritera je la dlm blog i ni ye!sowy.

Kepulangan yang di nanti…

Bukan lagu Aman Shah lagu raya tu ye tp kepulangan Eryna yang dinanti2 kan. She’s back to our home. Pegi jemput dia sabtu yang lepas kemudian terus ke rumah Abang Faizal as in laws turun KL. Semua org suka dia…she’s so adorable. we spent overnite there at Gombak. petang sabtu tu dia taknak tido langsung and just before berbuka I managed to get her to sleep. Deep sleep…she just woke up for susu jam 3 pagi…bagusnye senang hati mummy n daddy. Tapi kul 5pagi bangun lagi for poo poo.

next day sunday we went to my mum place for berbuka around 430pm.pastu balik rumah kul 830pm.

at our own place dia taknak tido. woke up every 2 hrs…huhuhu ngantuknye kitorg-me n hubby masa nk g keje pg tuh.

now dah 3nites she’s at our place still susah nk tido mlm. last nite hubby yang tidokan eryna. I was sooo sleepy and tired and I cant even lift my eyes open. I biarkan jer daddy tidokan eryna.sory ya daddy…ngntuk sgt2.

she woke us up at 2am by her cute sound for susu…

Berbuka @ Wawa’s house

Monday morning dapat called dari one of my office colleague mintak tolong tukarkan duit raya and di jemput berbuka dirumahnya di Putrajaya. Kitorg sampai sana nagm2 time berbuka.dalam kereta kena bebel sebab I lambat. Otw balik keje tadi jumpa regular supplier utk my kerepek kacang hijau and she was late. Blamed her not me! but i still wrong cz buat 2 benda dalam 1 masa and end up kitorg kuar rumah time maghrib which is not good for Eryna yang baru berusia 2 bulan. Sorry sayang tak buat dah. sorry eryna mummy tak organize properly.

What surprised us was it was not normal menu berbuka puasa. Kitorg di hidangkan ketupat nasi, lontong and sayur lodeh, kuah kacang, rendang ayam, rendang daging, kuih muih, buah2an, caramel kukus and few other items which i have already forgotten. rupanya kata mak wawa johorean akan raikan rakan taulan n saudara mara di akhir ramadhan dengan menghidangkan makanan yang lazimnya dihidangkan bila 1 syawal tiba….at least nanti dah syawal org dah tak jemu…oooo macam itu ker! mmg tak pernah hadiri majlis berbuka mcm tuh.

Hubby makan banyak…me too…and as usual semua org suka kat eryna. tolong kitorg jaga dia while we breakfast.

Buka puasa @ Seoul Garden

Lagi majlis berbuka done by my good fren…rina, nonie, maleen, icha, and lin. sory terpaksa masukkan 3 cerita dlm 1 tajuk sbb dah tak update daily.

This was las friday..hem lama kan…seronok jumpa derg yang dah lama tak jumpa…lebih kurang setahun gak la….rina yg tgh preggy anak ke-2, icha yg baru balik dr london..back for good heh…maleen + nonie + lin yg dok dekat pun tapi takleh jumpa gak…biasala masing2 ngn komitmen sendiri.

Tony Roma’s @ The Garden

Dah lama sangat teringin nak mkn kat sini tapi always takder kesempatan. However semalam ke Mid Valley hubby nak cari jeans and nak belanja makan so terus mintak dia makan kat situ.tq sooo much sayang.Actually hubby kesian i was down with baby waiting entah dapat entah tidak question. Well at this point of time we were just praying and yet we prepare for worst. Kalau ada alhamdulillah and kalau tak dapat we will try to find somewhere else.

Back to Tony Roma’s, food selection was good. I ordered Ribeye with Sauteed Shiitake Mushroom as a topping comes with coleslaw and fries while hubby amik New York Tennesee Steak with rice and fries. As for starter pulak we ordered Boneless Buffalo Bites and for drinks I had Pina Colada and its Virgin of course..hehehe and hubby got bottomles Cranberry Juice. We did asked the waiter apa yang recommended since ini first time so she said of course the steak la. 10 oz of steak was actually quite big. I almost give up tak dapat habiskan but at last makan slowly sampai habis.

All food comes with bread and butter….dah lama craving for good bread and butter. yela kalau oversea jer yang slalu ada bread and butter if u dine in in restoren.kalu kat sini kene g western baru dapat. Hubby cakap bread tu nmpak keras but i assured him it wont and u will be satisfied. true enuff…even the bread still warm when we break fast @ 7.18.

Oh ya one thing yang bole puji staff kat MV nih they will come around all muslim diners table and let us know it was time to breakfast. bagus kan? takyahla kita ter tanya2 and tengok2 kat org sebelah dah bole makan ke belum…

Nothing for dessert cz perut dah penuh sangat. fries pun tak habis makan. we reached home 9pm cz hubby ada tuning lagi. Well till next time…or next year kata hubby we shall visit Tony Roma’s again and hopefully we will be 3 at that time.

p.s Bubba Gump Shrimp in the waiting list. Last time had it in Times Square New York…ang moh of course a bit rude to us asian but the seafood damn big i tell ya…

Nasi berlauk, pulut durian

Agak2 u ols terliur tak entry tuh?hehehe saja jer kasi dugaan skit bulan puasa ni. breakfasting @ mama’s house semalam lauk pauknya ayam masak lada, sup sayur campur, ikan goreng, sambal belacan,kangkung goreng belacan, telur dadar, acar buah, kuih tako, cara berlauk, agar2, kuih buah melaka and airnye jus epal merah and sirap pandan. ops tak lupa pulut makan dengan santan and buah durian. memang full lah perut ni…haih mcm ni mmg takleh kurus gakla berat yang semakin menaik ni.

Mama saja je ajak makan sana konon nak tunjuk yang umah dia dah ada lampu lip lap and abah lak dah tanam pokok buluh kat depan rumah. amboi sakan mama abah menghias. ye lah selama ni dok rumah sewa jer so now dah ada rumah sendiri barula seronok nak mencantikkan rumah. Berbaloi skit.

Now i have her, now i dont.

I was supposed to write now we are 3, how happy i am to welcome my angle at home for the first time, to have motherhood experience for lifetime. unfortunately for special request, instead of having her after 44days confinement we have to wait for 15days more. she need to complete her 2months confinement and breastfeeding.

Frankly, i disagree but for her own good i give in. we give in.we did have her for 2 nites and 2 days and our life turned upside down for the 1st time. we barely had sleep because she liked to make her ‘cute lil sound’ during sleeping which was every hour and we had been waken up from our sleep by her sound juz to check on her…hahaha….we thought she’s going to cry and took turned to woo her back to sleep but it was just her cute sound.she is just sooo adorable in her own way-making our life like no words can describe.

i bathe her for the first time, i had her sleeping on me for the first time and we truly had our mummy and daddy experienced for that special 2 days.so yesterday after morning bathing, all 3 of us on bed and me n hubby trying to catch our sleep while she was sleeping. cant imagine parenthood can be this tiring though.reluctantly, we send her back to her parents home after breakfasting yesterday nite.

anw, until she really is coming back to us, to our home, we shall wait again. 15days wont be that long. we had already been waiting for 3 years, before she came out from her mama’s tummy to see the world, and we’ve been waiting for that 44days to arrive. another 15days wont hurt a pinch.

i hope so…yeah i do hope so.